In my profession as a Geographic Information Systems (GIS) scientist, much of my time is spent in the observation of locations and events, and their spatial relationships, trends, and patterns. Understanding these conditions always paints a clearer picture and leads to truer understanding of the big picture. This 'nerdy' type of analysis has extended into my personal spiritual life. I have observed the inevitable trend of spiritual location and movement in my own life, and in the spiritual lives of others. Understanding these patterns, relationships, and more importantly, the causes of spiritual movement can aid in the goal of a spiritually constant life, and ultimate confident reunion with God.
Position is an intrinsic component of movement. Two
positions become manifest when movement occurs; the position before, and the
position following the movement. The second position is always higher or lower,
ahead or behind, or better or worse than the first position - never the same.
Otherwise movement did not really occur. When movement does occur, it is either
in a positive or negative context. When positive, the results are inherently
higher, further ahead, or in a better off condition than the previous position.
When negative, the opposite is true; lower, behind, or worse previous to the
movement.
I became aware of this concept in a spiritual sense when as
a young teenager leaving the sweet innocence of youth; I found that my
resistance to evil began to waver as I began yielding to worldliness.
Fortunately, good parents, friends, and Sunday school lessons taught me enough
to know that repentance was the way to begin again and make things right. But
as I repeated the process of sinning and repenting, I began to feel a sense of
guilt, and remorse, as if I were abusing the Savior's special gift of the
atonement. One evening before bed, I drew a diagram in my journal of two bell
curves on a graph. Time was the X variable along the bottom, and the degree of
my spirituality was the Y variable along the left. I was frustrated by the repeated peaks and
valleys of my spiritual movement, and longed for spiritual stability. This
graph and the deep concern I once felt was forgotten for 20 years until as an
adult I saw the wisdom of it and began to see it in a deeper spiritual context.
The comprehensive spiritual graph of my life, if drawn
today, would reveal periods of sin, discouragement, and apathy represented as
spiritual lows, and periods of zeal, enthusiasm, and deep love for the gospel
represented as highs at a grand scale. Further, it would reveal hundreds of ups
and downs on a micro-scale. However, I think I can safely say that the general
trend has been a gradual upward movement.
Another spiritual graph exists in the scriptures. It comes
from the greatest and most spiritually steady being of all time, Jesus Christ.
This account originally given by the apostle John, and later revealed by Joseph
Smith states of the Savior that "he received not of the fulness at first,
but continued from grace to grace, until he received a fulness;"(see
D&C 93:13). Though always the Savior and the only Begotten of the Father,
this scripture indicates that all the powers and understanding that came with
his divine role were not all bestowed at once, and like the spiritual
understanding given to all of God's children had to be achieved line upon line,
gradually. In my mind's eye, I can see the Savior's spiritual movement graph
forming. His graph would certainly show a steady and likely very rapid increase
in the direction of righteousness, with no dips and valleys of any kind, only
upward and forward movement. Such steady and upward spiritual movement may seem
impossible for mortals to mirror, but we should try. We are assured by the
Savior himself a few verses later that if we keep his commandments, we
"shall receive of his fullness, and be glorified in [him] as [he is] in the
Father; therefore, I say unto you, you shall receive grace for grace" (see
D&C 93:20). This verse gives me the hope of constancy and spiritual
stability that I desired on my own spiritual graph as a young teenager, and which
I still long for as an adult.
The movement discussed so far is real and exists in the
lives of each of God's children. It happens each day, multiple times a day. The
direction of our spiritual movement is delicately impacted by each choice we
make. I have come to realize how quickly our directions can change, and have found
the shifting directions to be triggered by the same common element of yielding
to or resisting (blog post coming soon) to that which is right and what we know to be true. Joseph Smith
said "the moment we revolt at anything which comes from God, the devil
takes power (Teachings of the Prophet Joseph Smith, pg 181). At such moments of
change, we begin walking on Lucifer's path, in his preferred spiritual
direction - downward.
The following subtopics are words from the scriptures that involve position or imply spiritual movement. I've found about 20 such movement words in scripture that I'll be writing about in the upcoming year.
Wow, how important is movement! It makes me realize that while in the Garden of Eden, Adam and Eve's progressions stopped. In the words of father Lehi to his son Jacob regarding Adam and Eve: "And they would have had no children; wherefore they would have remained in a state of innocence, having no joy, for they knew no misery; doing no good, for they knew no sin." (2 Nephi 2:23) It wasn't until they partook of the forbidden fruit, that my future in mortality was manifested. Thank you Adam and Eve! How true it is that we need to move onward and upward to experience exaltation.
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